The last long message I’ve sent

Hello Kambal! I worked on this just today(March 28, 2012). I have nothing to do eh. I’m bored actually I wrote this after na ihard kita sa comment na naging asaran box. XD uhhmm. pano ba ko magsisimula. ehem ehem..
Ako si Manel Corpus, 15 years old. Eh jwk! Eto n nga! para di ka nabibitin.

ilang months na tayo? haha Di ko amon. haha SO Lesbian! haha Ang bilis ng panahon noh.. Dati, andami kong gusto„ ngayon, ikaw nalang. hahahha YUCK! haha eto na!Ang bilis ng panahon noh.. OH! di ko na uulitin yung sinabi ko kanina… I never thought na magiging bestfriend kita.. Alam mo yun, sa dinami dami ng pwede kong maging bestfriend.. ikaw pa?! WTF! hahaha. Dami na nating naging experiences together. Dami na nating kalokohan.. Dami ko nang natutunan sayo. Dami mo nadin natutunan sakin.. Mapagood, mapabad. We’re influencing each other. hahaha Yung Sinamahan mo ko sa TOOOOOT. para magToooooT. Wag mo na ibulgar. tama nng yung mga pumunta lang noong birthday ko ang nakakaalam. XD


uhm. Gusto kitang batiin ng IKA-LABING WALANG MALIGAYANG KAARAWAN! Sana tumanda kang dalaga, na di ka na papayat, na madaming madaming magapply sayo na maging bestfriend mo at sana mag give up ka sa bandang huli at marealize mo na pagmamadre ang gusto mo. HAHAHHA >:) haha alam ko sinabi mo, “Ary ha! ang bait mo kambal”. Yan ang mga bagay na ayaw kong mangyari sayo. Alam mo naman kung gaano kita kamahal. uhhmm. eto n.. Sana lagi kang okaay. I wish what’s best for you. Maintain your brainy side, pagiging wise. Bawasan ang katigasan ng ulo(sa lovelife, I MEAN, WAG TANGA :) T-A-N-G-A) Sana magamot na yang sakit mo. Sana maging masmatibay ang relationship mo sa pamilya mo. I also wih you GOOD luck to your futur boyfriend( wag ka lang papaiyakin nyan. ay apo! BEKKELEN MI KADA Janjan, Arland, Francis ata. SisidEN NI BIEN AJY) hahaha:D And lastly, Sana WE’LL BE BEST OF FRIENDS. AY HINDI PALA. WE’LL BE BEST SISTERS in the whole wide crazy world. Kitnam pinag iisip mo ko ng mga sasabhin ko, hahaha! Hala kambal! mabagbagtit akun. XD


Sorry kambal kung hindi ako sweet at ma-effort. :) Basta lagi mo lang tatandaan, I wish the all the best for you.

There would always be that one person whom you’ll choose without a doubt over the others.
Despite all the pains he has given you, you’ll never get tired of forgiving him. You’ll always ready to give him your acceptance with open arms. You just can’t get over him. Even though there are other people who are much better than him, for you, he’ll always be the best. You’ll always choose him no matter what.

Sometimes it seems so unfair right? It’s so hard to have this kind of feeling wherein you wanted to throw that person away and yet your heart keeps on chasing for that person for the reason that your heart chooses him.

Heart could be so unreasonable at times. It’s hard to force yourself not to choose something that you want.

:/

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One of these days you’ll realize how I was the one for you. How you threw it all away. And when that day comes, I’ll smile and tell you the same things you once told me. That you’re my friend. And that’s all I want us to be. And maybe, if you’re lucky, you’ll open your eyes, and see how those words can never be comforting. And you’ll never say them again.

Just because my eyes don’t tear, it doesn’t mean my Heart doesn’t cry :(
—i’m starting to hide those pain. it isn’t plasticity, it’s just that i don’t want to show my anger any more. whenever i’ll be in pain, from now on, NO ONE WiLL EVER KNOW. I don’t want to be called weak any more.

telling you all my secrets and wishes, I have the biggest secret and wish that I have ever had, that I think I want to tell you now.

You have always been there for me through our ups and downs; you listen to my problems, and most of all you put up with me and all the crazy things I do. I love being with you and acting like fools and I just love everything about you. You are the best boyfriend I have ever had, but last night when I was trying to go to sleep, I thought about you and I couldn’t stop thinking about you! I thought about all the good times we’ve had together and I realized that it ain’t the other people I want to be with, it’s you. I love you, and want to be with you, forever and a day.

THOUGHTS

I just read my previous thoughts and feelings. I mean those feelings when I was still inlove(LOL) with Jayjay. Honestly I have no feelings for him. hahah:D though we always see each other in school.. we also hang out often.

I really can’t crack his code. hahaha One time, I saw my name written on a sand by him. hahaha WTF? And I saw all those stolen shots in his phone. WTF bro! I missed him though.

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